I should have told you what you meant to me because I never thought we would run out of time; I never imagined our story would have a sudden halt. I should have told you that you were a routine I would never be bored of. The idea of seeing you every day put my heart at ease and kept the raging storm inside me calm.  You kept me grounded during the days I felt hopelessly floating around in this cruel, cruel world. You made me feel emotions I thought I would never feel and gave me hope for a better future I always fail to acknowledge. You molded me to be better than I used to, dragged me out of the pit of sadness I wallowed in and walked beside me in the lonely path that is my life. I should have told you even if there were times when you irritated and got me upset, I always find myself running back to you.  I should have told you I loved your laugh and your weird quirks. I should have told you that you were my home. I should have told you that certain songs will always remind me of you and it’s not “you ruined my song” type of scenario but rather “I listen to it because I missed you.“ 

Back then, you once asked me if I was glad that I saw you again after a long period of time but I never got to answer. So I’m going to answer it now:

I would rewind time just to meet you more earlier in this lifetime so I can spend more time with you. You are my person and I think that will never change.